If you don't believe in God (or some equally dogmatic axioms for your existence)
and you're not attempting Ayn Rand's Atlantisian passion(or equivalent) or attempting to embrace General Symantics(or equivalent)
Then I really don't know what you're doing besides attempting to scoff at yourself through all eternity.
That just can't be healthy, have a good deep laugh and let's get to the fun part!
Or whatever, I'm just a child... A = A OR A != A
I'm going with both. AND.