When you forget you have a personal relationship to "God" or whatever you want call the intelligence. You really FORGET. It's weird to realize, and REMEMBER, because you REALLY REMEMBER. the memories align like planets in your mind, and you remember and you forget that you've forgotten or will ever forget again (if that's even possible! see...)
I wish that made more sense. I wish I could put a "cheat code" that could be read in case I forget again. Silly silly.
Singularity is here! it is near!
Feeling your life parts move around is weird after being dead for so long.